color guard, running, drawing.
C2 2013 LSTTV.
Dickinson College 2017.
I learned a lot this semester. I actually learned how to speak Chinese (amazing right?). I also had my first year seminar about war which was pretty interesting, most of the time. International Relations was a good course. Astronomy is not that interesting to me.
But I learned more. I learned what true friends are. Maybe I’m not “true friends” with them yet, but I definitely would like to get closer next semester. I wanted to be friends with certain type of people when I got to school. They were on my floor, so I thought it would work out. It all kind of went down on my birthday, but I let it go. I tried to do things with them. Throughout the semester, I did a few things with the group. Then, late November at the Thanksgiving Dinner, I realized they weren’t really friends. I should not feel awkward around friends. (I posted about it, so read if you wish.) So, I decided to not ask to go to dinner with them, or anywhere anymore. I decided to hang out with a different group of people that I did talk to, but didn’t hang out with a lot. I went to dinner almost every night with them this week, except for today because all of them left this afternoon, and on Wednesday because I was writing my essay. I felt a lot better around them. I realized that these are the people I would like to hang out with.
Fuck certain people. Thanks for teaching me that not everyone is nice. I knew this, but you helped me get my shit together. Have nice fuckin’ lives bitches!